crimsons room

*stands and walks over and lies next to u facing u and puls u close* Less its alright. have u even talked to him yet

but i know hell say no because he love to go up north to camp.... -cries-

crim....*pulls u close and kiss ur head* don't cry its alright.

-sniffle- no its not..... i wanted to acctually see you, to talk to you face to face...

u will in 3 years. i promise. i'll work hard to visit u i promise. plz don't cry.

-sniffles and wips my tears away- okay...

i promise. i won't rest until i go there. i will even if my parens make me pay for it. i'll work their. i'll get a job and work hard just to see u.

really?? -look at you-

crimson i'm serious. i would do anything to make u happy.

-hugs you tightly- i love you so much..

crimson its unny u know how u said we would have o secertly go out because of ur parrents. i wouldn't if it were my parents. my mom scares me how she learns stuff.

o.o eh??

what.

idk ^_^''

crimson why did u go eh. i know u know. tell me

cuz if my mom ever found out, i would never be able to tlk to you again.... and if my dad found out, i would be dead...

well then we'll have to be very careful but once ur out of high school and in college u can date who ever. so it would only be for 2 years.

-smiles- yea ^_^

so if ur parents say u can't see me u can technically after ur out of high school

i know, but even if they say no, do you honestly think thats going to stop me from seeing you?

no u would any way. hey i'm sorry but i need to ask u something.

sure ^_^

how much do u wat to se me.

o.o i would give up everything i have including my life just to see you....

so would i. and today well see i have asked god for alot of help in the past and what i thought he did without my help was wrong. i did something to make whta i want happen. so i was thinking today u should ask u uncle tell how much u want to go. tell a friend went thier and had lots of fun. or something. and i not saying bug him with it. ask him and see what he says. if we want to meaght eachother we can't just pray for it to happen we have to help make it happen. do get what i am saying or did i lose u.